Hey ya'll, figured it was time to update this thing since that last journal was like...3 months ago lul
So yeah, wow, since moving away from my dad's my life has literally taken a turn in the exact opposite direction, I feel like a different person and for the first time ever things are actually going well and *gasp* nothing is wrong! My brother and his girlfriend have been beyond amazing in everything they've done and helped me out with, seriously I would not have been able to do any of this without the help, support and kindness those guys have shown me and for that I'll always be incredibly grateful (seriously, if it wasn't for them then I'm not even sure if I'd still be around, that's the way things were heading lol ._.)
Work's going well, still kinda feeling like an incompetent n00b but then I always feel that way with work hah. Apartment hunting started a couple of months ago, was kinda mind-boggling at first but I ended up getting really lucky and my second viewing turned out to be pretty much the perfect place, really could not have wished to find anything better. The application process ended up taking longer than expected because first time round my forms got lost in the post derp, but I finally got the place and am moving in next tuesday First time living on my own yayyys it's gonna be great.
I'm finally getting my motivation for stuff back as well for the first time in like 4 years hah. Things were pretty damn shitty towards the end at my dad's which is why I sorta vanished from everywhere because I simply had no desire to do anything at all, but now I am very, very slowly managing to get back on top of all the messages and things that have piled up this past year over the various sites I'm a member of. Going to tackle dA last because it has the most stuff I've fallen behind on, but rest assured that I'm not ignoring your comments or submissions or anything, I'm just leaving them for a later date when I can concentrate more C:
I'll be making a trip back down to my dad's house hah fun in about a week and a half for a few days to pick up all my crap, then I probably won't be online for a while until I can get my own internet or tap into an unsecured neighbour's lol. Really looking forward to getting my tablet and PC back and being able to art again! C: I'm going to try and pick up the pace on art now that motivation is returning and especially now that I'll be able to actually sit down and draw with no distractions. It'll be fun to start streaming again too, especially since now there's gonna be no one to yell at me for using up all the bandwidth hah.
Also go check out these people for being completely awesome!
Best person ever, enough said! \o/
One of my first online friends and the best friend a crazy cynical misanthropic love-deprived moronic weirdo could wish to have <3 Seriously you have been so damn supportive and caring over the years I don't know what I can ever do to ever repay you, one day when I have le moneys I'm catching a flight right over there to Aussiland and then I'm totally gonna
you and then you'll get annoyed and bitchslap me in the face and then we can discuss story ideas and biology topics together in person because yes.
Ahh, thanks to you as well for being so supportive and kind-hearted over the years, I don't know if I've ever said it before but I really truly appreciate everything you've ever done for me <3 You've always been so caring, especially during my darker times, I'm so lucky to have you as a friend so again thankyou C: It's been really fun watching your art and ideas develop over these last couple of years, you've improved so much with your painting and I really enjoy our discussions over skype, especially the ones regarding our headworlds C: I wish you the best of luck with your finals, I know you'll do great in them, and I look forward to seeing more art from you in the future! fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuudge
These guys are the ones I've spoken to as of recent, it's kinda late so I'll just list a few other great people while I can think of them :3 Sorry if I miss anyone out, been working all day and am a little tired haaah
Hope you're all doing well, and once again sorry if replies take a while in coming <3